Well longtime no see but do not fret bcuz dis blog is up!! :-0

Well hello everyone, its getting sunny in NYC which means park everyday, chain-smoke, reminisce, and shed a few tears over live music that you missed so much. I have been so busy with school which explains no blogposts....um awkward. But not that much has happened I mean I got a really cool 5$ vivicam off eBay and have been taking fun pictures on it, view belowwww. 

I also did some clown makeup which was fun I'd say. I kind of hate posting clown type beats cuz they always get associated wit the motherfuckin joker, but here goes nothing. 

I've been a little emo recently but is this who I am now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY do I always feel like this. I am just being a little extreme, although it is really fun to be extreme. I think its prob seasonal depression upon some thinking and that's why I'm feeling a lot better now that the sun is up. I am pretty happy considering everything lol and I have found a really nice love for animating which is cool. I really love it I think that a little career as a sexy animator is calling my name. I am working on a short called 'Game of Luck' which is this guy who is addicted to poker and cheats cards from his day job at a shitty convince store, but then he gets caught and is forced to make cards in the basement of the casino, it'll be up on my instagram when I'm done so you can check it out there, u kno. 

Music Rec Time i.e BEST LIVE SHOWS ON YOUTUBE:

 his eyes......

obviously nirvana's mtv performance:

I've been thinking and I believe its cuz Im becoming comfortable within myself but I am regressing to who I was as a little girl, which makes me so happy. I feel like im finding myself (okay ew) but I feel like womanhood is just a shitshow and then u go back to who u were before u were all shit on. So I guess this is a new era. I have really been enjoying dancing, I dance with my friends in the park and in my room. Yesterday I danced so hard I got so dizzy but it was so enjoyable. I had a really crazy night this weekend where Maya, Syd, and I all got drunk then went to WSP and hung out by the fountain and I finally danced to live music. I loved it. I saw also a beetles cover band compiled of old people but it was so cute, tried hard not to cry when hey Jude came on. 

I also did liberty spikes over the weekend which was crazy, here's a pic.

Also if anyone ready these pls leave comments on stuff u wanna hear bout or shoutouts, I made a zine where ppl could email me, but these blogs feel way more accessible tbh. I also made a zine last year that I have included some pdf's of cuz I really had a good time with it and it is such a time warp 2 look back on. 

AND SUM MOVIE REC DUH

(these are like pretty known and kindve not the best movie recs but if u want sum boss movie recs check out newdaysamepain.com literally the coolest site with such good info). 

- Taxi driver

- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (if you want 2 cry)

- Juno

- Kids (or really anything written by Harmony Korine)

- SuperBad