My Tiktok got deleted ┌П┐(►˛◄’!)
Okay so this is my second time writing this since the first time everything got deleted when I was trying to upload some outfit inspo. Today has been like a test for me I feel like tonight I will be putting on my new headphones and crying cuz I do not feel like dealing with anything right now. Firstly my tiktok got deleted, which I am weirdly not that saddened by (not that weird its an app), I was actually trying to get off it for a while but for some reason the hacker felt like today was the day. I am however sad about all my drafts and fun videos I had on there but I guess it does not really matter it was just some weird narcissistic need. I also miss my home and wish I could have everything in one place, but that is super annoying of me to complain like that so I am not going to even further explain that. Rereading that I feel I should not be so self critical. Okay moving on, my Bose headphones I got from eBay came in today they were actually kind of gross but I cleaned them and they work well, noise cancelling for sure. Here's a pic of them.
I am now going to try to upload some outfit inspiration and pray that this blog post does not delete.
Bleach hair and eyebrows is so sexy, bleached eyebrows in general is sexy so do with that what u will. extra sexy points if you do a dark eye look.
I could not find what show this is from but holy shit big sweaters are so cool.
raccoon hats will always have my heart, so fucking cool, try to thrift one cuz this does not feel ethical. I've been really into fur but that feels problematic, it is just so chic.
okay. yup.
I've been debating to chop all my hair off like this, so powerful.
Okay now that I have deep dived Pinterest- I suggest if you have the means to make these projects you should. I figured out how to add links to text so enjoy this easy clicking, unlike my other blog post. erm....
Cutest Knit TankTop Pattern 4 Spring
Strawberry Crotchet Bra Pattern, not free....
Relatively Easy TankTop that you could DIY with Transfer Paper
I have been in kind of a runt, I do not usually deal with things till they all build up and then I cry and call it a day, recently reflecting has been kind of difficult, I do not like thinking of my past or how I have treated people or how people have treated me. I feel like reflecting is a big part of healing so I should probably start journaling or something. This is kind of what this blog is, however I can not be totally honest on here since it is the internet and If I share some stuff its super accessible to everyone. Even the mother fucking hackers that deleted my tiktok. I am starting to not give a fuck though so that is kind of nice, I think my biggest fear is being annoying probably due to some childhood problem, this is something I have always struggled with but now I am just okay with the fact that I may be annoying, also what does it matter, there's still people that enjoy my presence sooooo. (◐д◑´,,)
Okay now watch this video, because it is a good song ( ✪ワ✪)ノʸᵉᵃʰᵎ
that is all 4 now, like always.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.